I noticed when I was going to have to move to Idaho from California with my family, I had a LOT of back to school nightmares, but typically it was a school I had NEVER been to (in waking life)! People were mean, even outright cruel to me, I mean…vivisection, blackmail, stalking, forcing me to do ALL of the students homework for them while they were off playing games and elsewhere…even attempted (and some cases, successful) murder if I didn't get each and every single answer correct on tests and pop quizzes. Many times I was even driven to commit suicide! I always woke up extremely frightened and even crying from them, too…but it reflects how I was feeling about moving.

A place where no one would know me. I was constantly fearful of how I would "fit in" at my new location, and felt very upset and lost in my peer pressure (or should I say FEAR pressure?) of moving to a completely new and foreign place. I did question the options: will my friends here still remember me? Will I make new friends? What will I have to learn politically or religiously to fit in there? What if I don't make any friends? Will I be an outcast? I was "quizzing" myself with these questions too and I was quite "testy" about the move! So, even a nightmare is a very great thing to have and are extremely good for us too.